I am a bad person

lots of things had happened recently, i realized that i had turned in to a very bad person. i had lost my patient, i started not to believe, i know i shouldn't act that way but i had turn into a "monters" as i would describe myself. I had lost the faith and love of a christian.. i started to hate things that happened around me, including people, i really hate myself of acting that way. My heart is really weary now, disappointment, as if everything are going against what i wanted it to be...I really do not know how far i can still take it..I am indeed tired, exhausted...my spiritual life is so dry that i don't think its alive any more..

RETIME for Airasia Flight..AGAIN!!!

I am so frustrated with airasia currently with their re-time email that they sent to me. I book the flight flying back to kuching from singapore on the 27 May 8.45pm and now they had re-time it to 27 May 10 am, i mean how could they change the flight time to anytime they wanted?? i mean i had chosen that particular time and date to fit in to my convenience time and now they had change it without even thinking on the hassle they had cause to their customer. i had to work on 27 May morning and now i am forced to take leave (and Singapore really had little annual leave and holidays compare to Malaysia)..i am just so angry with Airasia, that this reschedule flight is not the 1st time happen to me and it even happens on my friends several times..i really do hope that they do take into consideration on others needs as well before they do any rescheduling..i know..for some of you would say what can you expect from a budget airplane..and i know..the answer is simply just nothing..
I need to make a call to their center and see if i can reschedule my flight to 28 May morning...i hope this won't happen to me again!!!!

My current "obsession"..Grapefruits

Yes, you saw the title, Grapefruits are currently my obsession now. I had no idea why i am so in love with grapefruits.The grapefruit (Citrus Paradisi), is a subtropical citrus tree known for its sour fruit. you can find the description of the fruits any where on the internet.
i just love the aroma and taste of the fruits, the smell is just awesome. It had become my everyday "must have" fruits now, luckily that its not that expensive as it cost about 85 cents for one grapefruits. I even had the grapefruit shower gel and body butter which i brought from the body shop.

The grapefruits form The body shop

The grapefruits body butter from The body shop

The combination of the all the 3 will be like the picture below...


As you can see the shower gel is less than half a bottle now, cause the smell is just so irresistible nice and you will smelt like grapefruit every time after you take your shower with it.

Borring + Broke.....

i was siting on my bed with my laptop on my lap, doing nothing on a Thursday night..and tomorrow is a holiday in Singapore,but i got no plan yet for tomorrow. I plan to go Genting but all rooms were fully booked and that's too bad. I was thinking of meeting my friends in JB as well but too bad Malaysia do not have holiday on Good Friday (except Sarawak). Sigh, for the 1st time i felt so boring staying in SG especially during the holidays..i guess many of you would say SG is a shopping heaven..apparently it is but too bad it is not for me especially a penniless person like me right now. I really must think of some plan or places to go to tomorrow..i don't want to stay in Singapore!!!Not for long weekends like this week..

The body shop Hauls and Reviews

It's been a while since i decided to write something in my blog. Recently i am really troubled with my skin condition..i have breakouts... quite a lot of them on my face.I really had no idea what had caused the breakout, might had been unbalance hormone? stress? bad weather condition?...i really don't know the only thing i know is that i really need to find a cure to all the breakouts.
I came across with The Body Shop when i went to shop in msia two weeks ago,and the sales in the shop recommended me the tea tress oil.I had been using this for almost two weeks now, and it really works for me,the breakouts had been subside and i would definitely recommend this to all my friends who had pimples problems..here's a glimpse of it..


The second items i bought is the vitamin E day cream from the vitamin E line skin care. Vitamin E is one of the antioxidants that protect and nourish the skin against damaging environmental elements. Its a daily moisturising cream with really nice scent and i love the smooth texture when i applied it on my face. Definately going to repurchase it if i finish this.



OK, what i like most of the body shop is that the ingredients are from community trade from all around the globe and its all natural. you can read more through this website http://www.thebodyshop.com.sg/en/values_community_trade.aspx

I am getting to love this brand more and more and will continue to try all the skin care line in the body shop.

Faith + Hope + Love

It's Saturday morning, and by listening Faith + Hope + Love album by hillsongs is just awesome, especially on a non-working day.I come across with this album in Download Christian Music, here's the link http://copyz.blogspot.com/

This album is so awesome, i love all of the songs here, especially yahweh, It's ur love...Here are the list of songs in this album.
1. The First And The Last
2. For Your Name
3. Glow
4. It's Your Love
5. I Will Exalth Thee
6. Yahweh
7. No Reason To Hide
8. God One And Only
9. The Wonder of Your Love
10. His Glory Appears
11. We The Redeemed
12. We Will See Him
13. You Hold Me Now

Hope you all love the song as i do..Enjoy ya.. the link i posted are a free download link..Enjoy!!

Depressed life in SG,

It has been a while..almost 1 month i had been working in sg. if u ask me to write down how was it working in this country, i would say all sort of negative comment on the working life in SG. Well, apparently it is not as easy as i thought it would, i thought i will be able to take the challenge here but i guess i was wrong. The first n second week in JY was a disaster for me, everything was so different from where i came from. Honestly it was tough for me to design n draft, i mean i was not taught to draft in my previous company but here i need to "sapu" everything on my own.
The worst part was, the boss was even more meaner than my previous senior, don't hope for any sympathy from this kind of boss, he just won't care much as long as you finish the work in time, and without any guidance u have to figure out by yourself..it's like throwing u into a lake without any float or board even though he knew u can't swim..I really hate it when i was treated this way. Frankly speaking i don't mind doing extra work but at least there is some guidance given.
Despite of all the "disaster" at work, i still like the place i am staying. The only thing that can please me is my own room n computer after a "hard day" at work. Will be uploading more pictures in future, sorry guys..there will be no pictures to show now due to the busy and tough working life here..Thank you for those who keep me in prayer, without these prayer, i don't think i can go this far, i will hang in there for now i guess..Will always hope for the Best..