Friday, July 16, 2010

I am a bad person

lots of things had happened recently, i realized that i had turned in to a very bad person. i had lost my patient, i started not to believe, i know i shouldn't act that way but i had turn into a "monters" as i would describe myself. I had lost the faith and love of a christian.. i started to hate things that happened around me, including people, i really hate myself of acting that way. My heart is really weary now, disappointment, as if everything are going against what i wanted it to be...I really do not know how far i can still take it..I am indeed tired, exhausted...my spiritual life is so dry that i don't think its alive any more..

1 comment:

Ultima said...

Although this post is quite long ago, but hey, it's never too late:-

Take life slowly and enjoy everything it throws at you. You should believe that you're only human and is definitely improving everyday. Nobody's perfect Everybody makes mistakes and has their share of ups and downs but the most important thing is that you realize this and always strive to make it better. Never hate yourself as God would want you to love yourself before loving others.

Cheer up leng lui!

anniversary

Daisypath